I love this song to infinity:

BEFORE IT'S TOO LATE
by Goo Goo Dolls

"I wonder through fiction to look for the truth
Buried beneath all the lies
And I stood at a distance
To feel who you are
Hiding myself in your eyes

And hold on before it's too late
We'll run til we leave this behind
Don't fall just be who you are
It's all that we need in our lives

And the risk that might break you
Is the one that would save
A life you dont live is still lost
So stand on the edge with me
Hold back your fear and see
Nothing is real til it's gone

Hold on before its too late
We'll run til we leave this behind
Don't fall just be who you are
It's all that we need in our lives

So live like you mean it
Love til you feel it
It's all that we need in our lives
So stand on the edge with me
Hold back your fear and see
Nothing is real til it's gone

And hold on before its too late
We'll run til we leave this behind
Don't fall just be who you are
It's all that we need in our lives

And hold on before its too late
We'll run til we leave this behind
Don't fall just be who you are
It's all that we need in our lives

It's all that we need in our lives
It's all that I need in my life"

HEART'S A MESS ~ Gotye

"Pick apart
The pieces of your heart
And let me peer inside
Let me in
Where only your thoughts have been
Let me occupy your mind
As you do mine

You have lost
(Too much love)
To fear, doubt and distrust
(It’s not enough)
You just threw away the key
(To your heart)

You don’t get burned
(’Cause nothing gets through)
It makes it easier
(Easier on you)
But that much more difficult for me
To make you see…

Love ain’t fair
So there you are
My love

Your heart’s a mess
You won’t admit to it
It makes no sense
But I’m desperate to connect
And you, you can’t live like this

Your heart’s a mess
You won’t admit to it
It makes no sense
But I’m desperate to connect
And you, you can’t live like this

Your heart’s a mess
You won’t admit to it
It makes no sense
But I’m desperate to connect
And you, you can’t live like this

Love ain’t safe
You won’t get hurt if you stay chaste
So you can wait
But I don’t wanna waste my love"

My brain isn't mine anymore, it's constantly distracted by ... him. I want to just THUMP him right now because I don't WANT to have these feelings for him, it just complicates the HELL out of things. I'm a little peeved because I can't TALK to him about it because I just want this to go *away*. (I'm an ignoring kinda girl.) I would never tell him anyway. Even if he asked I'd lie. Lie lie lie, yup. I'm mad because I have feelings for him, because I can't do anything to remedy it, because it's making me feel insane.

On a non-ranting note, this SONG is beautiful and ever so slightly creepy. I absolutely love the video. The characters are so .... I dunno, they remind me of Tim Burton a bit, but a polished, anime-inspired T.B. The man's voice is just awesome! I don't care for sounding retarded, but I feel this song in my blood when I listen to it, it's so great. Look it up on Youtube. <3

I still haven't gotten around to posting anything new. Someone's going to have to force me to scan and ink things. I'm just too damn lazy. And distracted...damnit.

OH! I'm actually have something to be excited about!! 8D I get to go see PARAMORE in concert on March 28th!! I hope the eye-place gets my stupid new glasses in before then (my glasses are cool, the eye-place is the stupid ones, I misplaced that adverb)!! They're already a week late, damn them. Ooh, I am a grumpy girl tonight. That's actually kinda funny to me. I'm gonna go before I start really rambling.

X'DDD Okie, I saw the obsessed face-thingy when I was finding my mood and it CRACKS ME UP!!! Every. Single. Time. X/3

I'm working on alot of sketcheeees. But I have no time to touch them up to post them here. I have one or two favorites out of the bunch that I HOPE get commented on so BAD. D: It's like a special little treat when others like your favorite ones 8]

I've been going back to Cari and the characters in her story. She's from my very-beginning-teen-years so...she's a special one of my girls. And Frau is becoming a favorite out of Cari's group <3 She (the fox) is just so fun to DRAW!

Anywhoo~ I plan on uploading a couple of sketches a day for a few days sometime after this weekend so keep an eye out for meh! ^__^ (if ya wanna)


~Luff~

P.S. I wish could buy myself a couple of presents. Random, yes, but I'm just looking at my lacking music playlists.

Okie, bai for real this time, I've got home-ez-works to do.