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"Flippin' February 14th off from here" is not an option in the moods. It'll be my 9 month mark(I lol'ed when I realized that the other night). And that's a long time. I keep telling myself that I'm over it, but I'm not yet. Maybe a year will be long enough? I'm not mopey about it. I'm actually kinda pissed about it. And a little ashamed that I keep whining about it. Lots of shame going on over here. Shame and internal raging at stuff I can't change.
It's a weird feeling wanting to be around my friends, but not feeling like going anywhere at the same time. In such a funk, I wanna shy away from them so that I don't accidentally become contagious. Also, headaches (baaaad ones) and feeling queasy.
*happy gasp* Peppy songs!!! That's what I need! Huzzah~ (seriously, just put one on and I feel 33% better.) Yay Pop songs~
Oh, hey, there's my gumption!!!
It's a weird feeling wanting to be around my friends, but not feeling like going anywhere at the same time. In such a funk, I wanna shy away from them so that I don't accidentally become contagious. Also, headaches (baaaad ones) and feeling queasy.
*happy gasp* Peppy songs!!! That's what I need! Huzzah~ (seriously, just put one on and I feel 33% better.) Yay Pop songs~
Oh, hey, there's my gumption!!!
Octooooooooooooobeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeer!!
I'm so EXCITED! (I'm lying, I feel like CRAP today, but I'm faking it because I know I WILL be excited after I start feeling better!)
I'm in Oregon, and it's getting cold WAY earlier than I'm used to, but the leaves are going to start turning colors soon! :D
My job is going very well, I even spent some money on a few pieces of clothing that I've always wanted (a denim jacket and a couple of pairs of corduroy pants), but other than that, I've been stashing my checks in the bank!
I also have a birthday this month!
October is just chock-full of win, guys! Best month of the year: cooler weather, sweaters, scarves, (actually, just clothes laye
I lied because of BABYSITTING.
So family and all, I babysit alot. Non-stopishly, it feels like, some days. But just when the hooligans are being hellions. Oh, and that's why I haven't posted the pics (that I've taken--that are ON MY COMPUTER RIGHT NOW--of my doodles. I frustrate myself, though, endlessly.) Nieces and Nephews.
So, I'm awake at five in the morning (before that actually, but it's a little after five a.m. when I'm posting this, my time) because caffeine and trying to sleep equals nightmares. Even after a lovely evening of rainstorms and sisterly bonding (game shows were watched and fingernails were painted), my brain conjures up my worst fears about my future
Internet Withdrawals
I recently got internet back, after a month of not having it. I am now wading through 425 messages on dA, and am on the 261st page of my Tumblr updates. I think I might be getting close to the half-way point of the Tumblr mess. And I have the most annoyingly sharp caffeine headache~....I needed a break from Tumblr.
It's killing me that I've been without my favorite show for a MONTH. I fangirl so hard about it. I thought, when I got internet back, I'd be able to catch up on the past three episodes that I missed, but nooooo~ Not available again until August-something (2nd or 10th, I don't know, somwhere in the first week).
AND my other favori
From Oregon, With Love
So I'm spending the month of June (and the last week of the past MAY) in Oregon with Momma~ <3 YAY, yes, but I'm seriously missing my friends at this point. I've been awful and busy for the most part of two weeks and haven't called home AT ALL. (stabby guilt feelings, believe me, guys).
I think my mom is getting her 'Show Erin THIS to-do' list whittled down a bit. So far:
*we cook SO much yummy food
not even kidding, the food is amazing, we've had, like, three dinner parties/company and the grill is getting USED. It's all super simple food, too, it's just GOOD. (so good, I might not even share if I *COULD*)
*the three dogs are awe
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hmm- late to reading this post, wonder if you are in the same mood now... or worse :-P
the expression goes like this "it takes about half the length of the relationship to get over the breakup"
i.e. if you had a relationship for 2 years, it will take a year to get over the "loss" ..but it's not a loss, it's a "change"
In my experience, this rule of thumb is pretty much true. the only thing that changes it is meeting someone knew, or finding a new passion.
but even if you are dating someone knew- thoughts of the old person will rear their head from time to time.
Hope you're doing better. any recent drawings?
the expression goes like this "it takes about half the length of the relationship to get over the breakup"
i.e. if you had a relationship for 2 years, it will take a year to get over the "loss" ..but it's not a loss, it's a "change"
In my experience, this rule of thumb is pretty much true. the only thing that changes it is meeting someone knew, or finding a new passion.
but even if you are dating someone knew- thoughts of the old person will rear their head from time to time.
Hope you're doing better. any recent drawings?